me{the I} at fault.

How long do you expect me to run after you and just to find that you are really far away, out of reach and/or you are running with me but away from me, just adding on to the distance? How much effort can I put into keeping in touch with you, when I know that its only me who's making the effort? Then I get tired of putting all the effort and the running, I give up. And that's where I'm at fault, its me{the I} who didn't make the effort to keep in touch, its me{the I} who didn't try. I mean what the fuck?! I'm sorry, I give up already. And then I have my complaints. I tried to be there for you, oh! should I say I have been there for you, but when I wanted you to be there, you were not. When I wanted to talk, you had your stuff to talk about all the time and you never realised that I could have something to talk/to share/to ask. All you did was apologise, that it was you talking, all the while, away and leave. You never bothered to know if there was anything I had to talk about, if there was anything bothering me. How long can you expect me to have carried on like that? I moved on, I found another friend who would listen to me, who understood when I needed to talk. I know one can never see one's own fault. And I know I don't see any, even if I am at fault. I don't see any reason to apologise. :Later.